i was posting about 30th of June-
today got cellgroup meeting! was fun man! haha we played the animals game! haha and today's word really come in the right time, was about putting God first. is like nowadays, i've got so many scool things to handle that I've got no time for Him but I was like reminded today that 'seek His Kingdom first and all His righteousness and all things shall be added unto you' yeap (: so i'll go back to my prayers, bible-reading, fasting etc and especially, reaching out to the lost! it's like the last year in Bowen for most of the Bowenians in my cellgroup, so we hope to see a revival in Bowen before we leave! AMEN! haha so let's get prayed up and reach out to the people around us yea :DD


I open my life to You
Lord I want to be pure
Jesus You're breathe to my soul
You know what I think, what I feel

Jesus I adore You
To you My Saviour I will sing
You know me through and through
You're the closest to my heart that
One could be

And Jesus I adore You
I love you with
The Deepest of my soul
I rest inside Your arms
And I trust You to lead me on (:

why is my world always revolving around these words.. and they seem to get worser and more hurtful each time.. we wouldn't like this before, wouldn't we? remember those happy times we had when we sit around and laugh at one another's silly experiences? i reminisce them.. but look at now.. you think that i've changed, i haven't! i'm still that girl whom you saw 16 years ago! i love you, you know! i love you! i know sometimes you have to say all these for my sake but not everyday right? you're dumb, useless, hopeless... i'm still a human with feelings after all. i don't see you treating the maid like that.. so am i more worthless than a maid? i don't see you praising me after i do something for you.. nevermind.. but when i just forget to keep my things, you gave me all those words! i tried my best to please you already.. what else do you want? tell me, i can change. why do you always have to see my negative sides? are you that proud of them? i'm your close one, my dear! i need encouragement, not discouragement! Os are coming, yet, all these crap are increasing as well.. i often cry myself to sleep you know? everything seems so stressful for me! can i go up to heaven right now, so that all these crap can stop!?!?!? i don't wish to see us like that.. it's so hurting. i'll be praying but i hope that you will do your part? but do remember.. I love you, Mum!

meow!!! we had our cellgroup's BBQ on 21st June!! haha it was super duper uper good can haha we had a mini cellgroup in the afternoon and there were games! yay haha we played the 'step-newspaper' game haha you're suppose to think of ways to keep your team to step on the newspaper, the newspaper will become smaller and smaller as the stages go by. this is some of our strategy.. lol

you see the charcoal on the bricks haha he was trying to line them up -.o haha but he can be the leader of our BBQ ministry haha then the rest...

look at JiaYong haha

meow!! see me!

Ms beehoon cum hotdog cum crabstick lol

we played blind mice and ice and freeze aye! haha was super fun luh! (:

we are so exhausted but still.. smile man!!

there's N349! haha

yay!!! can't wait for the next outing man!! haha thanks to everyone who came!! (:

guess what!!! he added me!!! meow!! wahhhh.... super high and happy now!! - psss.. someone open champagne please!! lol

Yo momma so fat, God couldn't light Earth till she moved!

can you see the pink colour thing, it looks like a jelly inside water lol okay.. i feel so shua gu can haha (i think when i post all these, you guys might not even understand haha)

we went to play pool after that and i was rejected!!! ahhh... lol the previous times, i was allowed but today, no >=/ so i had to wait for them.. meow! haha and we are suppose to fast today, so we had very limited place to go, plus we were kindda broke. so Adrina and i simply stone at every area that we could find. haha we are the stoning queens okay! lol we were so hungry that we started to plan what to eat after we break fast.. but, when we broke fast, there were so many things to choose that we simply don't know what to eat. and we ended up going to somewhere where we didn't thought of it previously -.o haha today was simply BORING! i've got so much time to spare but there was nothing for me to do lol

and Leslie... i know your little little secret!!! muhahahahaha XD

ATTENTION TO 4E2!! guys, we'll be having a class BBQ this Sunday (17th June) at 6.15pm over at Celes's place. bring about $5 for the foos and stuff, dress code - up to you. anws, infrom me whether you'll be coming, via handphone. you can get my number through people like Merilyn, Haniza or YenLing. for more information, call or message me (:


woah.. i've got so many things to post about! (: okay.. firstly, i got myself a hamster! uhm.. i haven't really found a name for him. so aat the moment, i'll call him 'Ka Ka' (it means something that you don't really like in hokkien) haha beacuse my mummy calls him that. lol she calls it Ka Ka when she first saw it luh, but in a joking manner. and there he is..






























<<< see that furball lol


















oh.. and we had our Adam Khoo camp last week. IT WAS AWESOME MAN! it simply blew everyone off luh. the camp was all about studying skills, planning for the future etc. it may sound boring like that but wait till you go to the camp. this was really the time when i see my class bond man, we cry, laugh, play, eat and crapped together lol super man!


















<<< this is one of the instructor, Ramesh












and this is the other instructor, Amin >>>

















anws.. there should be another instructos. but he didn't turn up for the closing ceremony, so we didn't take his photo, he's name is Woei Tang. you guys are simply so awesome! (:


lastly, happy birthday Merilyn! i know this post came in late, but i still managed to wish you Happy Birthday on th 9th of June okay haha hope that God will pour forth his blessings and miracles into your life like never before! and we went out to celebrate as well (:

Liu Geng Hong - he has collaborated with Jay Chou before
P.S. he proposed to his girl during one of the Emerge Service! haha God bless this couple (:

and also...

Faye from FIR

and also.. Miss Hong Kong of 1999, Belinda Lee and also...

our beloved Sun Ho!! (:

haha we had so much fun for the past 4 days!! screaming, shouting, getting high and pumped up, soaking in His presence, learning His Word etc how I wish that Emerge can continue forever. it was so refreshing luh (: anws, praise God man.. on the last day, 16 of my classmates turned up! even though they are still a little 'shut down' towards Him, I believe that through the us, we will be able to see them planted in the house of God soon! haha Hallelujah for all things that has happened and the things to come!!

these are some of the photos taken (: