omg! i've never felt so good about myself before. i didn't know that i can advertise so well huh. if i were the consumer and i read that advertisement, i'm quite certain that i'll buy that product. hahah and my dearest team members better love my advertising report because i put my heart & soul into it. Celes, you rock! :D:D
maybe i'll choose marketing in my second year (woo!)
4:46 PM ♥
here it goes again
thanks zoe, thanks for waking me (:
2:21 PM ♥
big old house
a penny for your thoughts. it might cost more than a penny, probably two pounds?
break toothpick and put one in between your right eyelids & subsequently the left one. ta-dah! you're forced to stay awake! and now back to your books; shoo shoo!
5:30 PM ♥
welcome, this way pls
take a break from the world; join me for a cup of tea & some muffins (;
urgent: visit jaren, Heatwave @ Monsoon. i want a trim (:
3:06 PM ♥
perplexed red petal
i don't even cast a shadow at the horizon. i'm not near the ferry; drifted. no good, it's absolutely bad. lost, lost, lost.. pedal or float? folks, what now?
zoe, i ain't happy a bit :/
2:30 PM ♥
bounce baby out the door
praise God!! my tuition job is canceled! cause that boy can't squeeze tuition into his schedule. which means i've got more time for myself (:
more time, more rest, more fun, more love, more Celes!
9:40 AM ♥
rockin' you!
your mouth is the activator of faith (:
confess, confess, confess..
9:18 AM ♥
Sunday, July 27, 2008 in my daydream
complain of the day!
we took long john's combos into the cinema and i stuff my bag with four cups of milo. and when i sat down.. and felt the vibration of my phone, i put my hand into my bag and realised that there was quite some liquid inside, too much for the condensation of water vapour. then it strucked me that it could have been milo! as much as i hope it wasn't true, it was. so my phone, purse, coin pouch, BS book, usher tag, iPod, bangles and wet tissue smelled so milo-y when i took it out. i spent 15mins cleaning up. but it still felt sticky. and my skirt and legs were stained. :/
oh well, actually i'm fine with all the leakage but not the stickyness. so in conclusion, i just want to complain about the sticky-sticky-eeeyer-eeeyer feeling. thank God, i'm not going out but home after the movie. haha
5:04 PM ♥
soaking wet
rushed down to TM after service to catch the movie - Red Cliff. oh well, if you were to ask me whether it was good. i'll say it was and it still is!! it's super cool how they planned their attacks. (:
and it's rather amazing how these people can actually come up with all the mega structures back then, when it was so primitive. like the Great Wall of China, the palaces and those battle ships (with all those dragons & lions carvings)
4:42 PM ♥
you're so hot!
WEIFANG, YOU ARE SO WELCOME! WE DID ALL THESE THINGS FOR YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE.. WE LOVE YOU!! :D:D
4:36 PM ♥
Saturday, July 26, 2008 i'll tell you ilu
attended morning lesson for 2 hours of Econs and train-ed down to Orchard to meet Merilyn (: and we headed to True Spa - did a steam bath and had a good massage from the OSIM chair. it's awesomeee! we walked around Far East, and all the way to Heeren to get ****a**'s present.
did something special for a special someone just now, and i feel so pleased and proud of ourselves (there were about six of us) OH MAN! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO RECEIVE IT!! I KNOW THAT ****a** WILL BE SO SO SO SO OVER THE MOON!! :D:D
in less than 24 hours, i'm going to see your happy face (;
a New Delhi guy approached me today by 'i think you've got interesting toe nail colour (hot pink), we don't see it in India'. and i went.. 'oh really, thanks'. i thought it would just stop there, but NO!! it didn't! he started talking to me when i was alone waiting for a bus at my house area, all the way till i board the train and he continued on the train. omg omg, how i wish Andy or Madeline (classmates) would just board the train and bring me away.
he talked super no-link things. one of them was that he said 'it's easy for you to enter legislation, you know?' (oh well, not really interested) and another one was that his opinion on S'pore's education system is stupid. because we had to go through 3 years of Poly, getting a useless diploma. while people in India go straight to University after high school to get a degree. and one more thing, he just randomly told me that he put on 7kg after being in S'pore for 10months (TELL ME FOR WHAT! IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!)
talk and talk and talk and talk... how i wish i could tape his mouth or press a button so that he could stop. lol anyhow, he alighted before Dover, so i was happy! hahah if i were to see him tmr, i'll just pass off as Christabel and say 'do i know you?' LOL oh well, i don't hope to see him tmr, or maybe never ever again. hahaha
2:51 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 walking with your heels
Daddy says: try out the tutoring job, you can earn some pocket-money as well as take in some experience. if you think that twice a week is too much, there's something called - adjustment. maybe change it to a Sunday morning? or once a week but more hours in a session? no harm trying out. (: (: (and he really smiled lol)
BUT! dislike: high emotional fluctuation ever since you came along..
oh well, the pros and cons? they definitely appear along the way. live with it, or leave it.
3:21 PM ♥
break a name
I LOVE CELESTINE!!
:words of affirmation, feeling rather lost at the moment
3:01 PM ♥
volley wolley balance nicely
C's schedule:
Monday: 11am to 4pm - school 6pm to 7.30pm - tutoring
Tuesday: 11am to 3pm - school 4.30pm to 6.30pm - mentoring session
Wednesday: 8am to 3pm - school 6pm to 7pm - prayer meeting @ Suntec T3 7.30pm to 9pm - BS @ Riverwalk
Thursday: 8am to 4pm - school 7pm to 9.30pm - CG meeting
Friday: 8am to 5pm - school 8pm to 9.30pm - tutoring
Saturday: (whole day: church) 3pm to 4pm -BS @ Expo foyer 3 5.30pm to 7.30pm - service
omg! i wonder how am i suppose to pull through the next six months. i need energy drink every day, and more beauty sleep! pray for me if you can alrighty (:
1:53 PM ♥
lights of scandal
omg, i just picked up a tutor job - tutoring a Sec 2 NT, maths & science. a little reluctant but the agent who approached me seems rather persistent. oh well, i just hope that i am able to cope well :/
when you see me, do say:
'Celes, i give you some energy!!'
1:16 PM ♥
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 headlight disco
i want to break every clock the hands of time could never move again we could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives is it over now hey, hey is it over now? i want to be your last first kiss that you'll ever have..
music: inevitable by Anberlin
3:55 PM ♥
shake you you youuuu
in case you didn't know, it's 21st, not 12th. please be a little more mindful, or maybe.. TRUCK LOADS MORE MINDFUL!!
3:37 PM ♥
Monday, July 21, 2008 don't stop, come a 'lil closer
hmm.. probably something else other than minib*ts? she's not just anyone of us, she's someone who deserves more respect.
punctuality: meeting Hougang Mall @ 7pm tomorrow
2:00 PM ♥
cough cough cough it out!
Shan W.: you turn blue upon chocking. what happens if you chock on a smurf?
that's cute lol
10:49 AM ♥
maybe i'm crazy
where are my girls? i want to text them. but idk how to put it. i've never felt so.. i don't know what to do since donkey years ago. what now? i feel rather cramp up on the inside. i just want to talk to someone. sis sis sis, you're gone too, where are you?
or maybe the best antidote is still: my dearest ferry (oh zoe, i want that ferry nowww!)
i'd love to know what's constantly on your mind. at this moment, tell me, right now!
9:13 AM ♥
dance with me
7th post for the day: this is how distracted C is right now. currently studying Price Elasticity of Demand and Supply.
and so the egg production is an example of a perfectly elastic demand industry & blah blah..
8:20 AM ♥
hammer and screw
extraction of teeth: 3th Sep braces put-on: 17th Sep
i can't wait: a full mouth of metal with red bands (:
8:13 AM ♥
high up the ground
craving for a pack/can of milo. i need some energy to spur me on in studying Econs. it's getting no where cause i've got my raepo, music to sing along and my favourite book of word search, in front of me.
when was the last time you were left to swing alone, just because everyone thinks that can do it? but little did they know that, for that instance, you have lost the ability to.
5:58 PM ♥
in this crowd
i ain't happy seeing that nothing is progressing. idk what to say. i just truly hope that something would happen right now! (as i'm typing!) sometimes, it really makes me wonder what has we come to be. is it this or that? i'd love to put things into terms that are more read-able. but not now, they aren't suppose to be revealed yet.
so what if i go nearer? your reaction: withdraw, yes?
5:31 PM ♥
a leap of faith
my dearest Merilyn:
no matter what happens, you must know that.. 1. i love you 2. i love you 3. i love you 4. you're so dear to me make sure you call me before you shed any tear because you're so valuable to God and me. E may stuff you with 'wth' remarks, BUT you will always be a sweetheart to me! smile, Merilyn smile! it's always a rainbow out there (:
xoxo C
5:09 PM ♥
Saturday, July 19, 2008 stop, look, walk
location: on my bed
the bed, bolster and pillow seems to be calling my name.
g'night folks (;
6:10 PM ♥
bathroom singer
as much as i want to revise. i can't seem to be able to keep my eyes open. i was reading "the output that is produced......" then suddenly a blank black screen appear. hahah i need something to perk me up.
how about the foot candy; the one that has a feet-shaped lolly with sparkling powder. and it goes 'tiak tiak tiak' in your mouth? yes, i would be ultimately delighted if it appears at my doorstep now! (; [i must be dreaming. at this moment? people are busy trying to get some rest, Celes]
anyhow, no harm wishing yes? woo woo woo!
and WenKai will say Esther Esther Esther lol
5:03 PM ♥
come back to Texas
i haven't been talking to Hwee much eh.. at least i don't remember the last time was anytime recent. miss you, sis!
and just when i'm typing, you came online! (:
4:15 PM ♥
'oh, there it is!'
Celes's new hobby: word search
pass me a drink and a book of endless word search &
that can keep me in a corner for hours (:
4:05 PM ♥
say it again
returned home from studying with Calvin & Addy @ Mac. oh well, didn't really study much. but i'm going to start right now - at home! i hope i wouldn't get distracted by the things around me. so everything stop moving! so that i wouldn't lose focus on my revision!
last paper: Econs on Monday
3:53 PM ♥
Friday, July 18, 2008 vines creep
i'm so tired. my brain has shut down, no more information please. i need some rest.
g'night, folks.
study statistics later, shd be fine huh (:
4:18 PM ♥
train on the track
cellgroup meeting was good (: it's been two weeks since i've been to cgm. and we grew, by seven! woo :D
thanks Mar for the prayer, loves!
1:44 PM ♥
a rafter of turkeys
oh man.. i still yet to know your name. saw you at the canteen with your buddy-buddys and we took the same train (: smile when you see me the next time, and i might screammmm hahaha.
feeling a 'lil bad now
7:13 AM ♥
sweet escape
location: home; which means i get to snuggle up my bed and have a nice nap before cgm later (: so awesomeeee!
things to do:
econs tutorial
econs mock paper
study statistics, tmr CA [:/]
7:08 AM ♥
Thursday, July 17, 2008 whatsup
i want to change my mentoring session! no wednesdays! it's super hectic for leow-leow >:/ i'm so drained. i kept dozing off in BS just now, tired tired tired!
and i've got another CA at 8am later. it's letter writing, like the section 1 of O levels English paper 1. hahah. rather lazy to study and memorise the format, Celes score-score okay (:
3:51 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 keep me from falling
this indian fella just called into 98.7FM and spoke a whole chunk of tamil.
music: Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis
4:28 PM ♥
lean on me now
BBQ-ed @ Shauny-wawa's place; awesome (: and Addy was saying to come over my house for BBQ soon too. hahah. sure, no prob. after my CAs alrighty! i'll party-party all night long.
tomorrow:
school from 8am - 3pm
[MOB problem-based learning CA]
mentoring @ ZhangDe Pri - 3.30pm to 5.30pm
prayer meeting @ Suntec office - 6pm to 7pm
BS @ Riverwalk - 7.30pm to 9pm
oh man... long long long long day tmr. i need some strength, God!
4:01 PM ♥
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 absolutely story of a girl
>:/ i just realised that i've got a CA activity thing on Wed morning, and i need to reach school @ 8am SHARP! which means that i can't get to sleep a 'lil longer after the BBQ, and i can't stay out too late. this is horrid-ly horrible!
going to iz's place for BBQ tmr night! how awesome (: and and and i get to see morganie! it's been like.. 2 weeks since i saw her shadow. sayangggg.. here i comeeee!
2:01 PM ♥
Monday, July 14, 2008 hate to see you go
yes, adrina-na. let's [M.A.C] go out some time soon okay. it's not fair, cause you two get to see each other in school almost every second. but i don't!! let's make it this week! shall we? how about friday? probably around tampines, i'm fine (:
4:56 PM ♥
lick a lolly
oh man! how can i ever forget to say this.
THANKS TO THAT PERSON WHO PASS THE PRESENT TO A LITTLE BOY WHO THEN PASSED IT TO HWEE THEN TO ME!
went studying with Addy @ Compass Point's Delifrance (: i miss studying together, yes sayang?
oh and the onion soup there is.. awesommeee, it's a must try yo!
1:54 PM ♥
@ St. Gabs
Bryan's NCC POP (:
i realised that Sam is pouting in every photo
9:31 AM ♥
Sunday, July 13, 2008 can't pull me
all i want to do now is to.. CALL SOMEONE AND SCREAM!! I'M SO OMG-LY HAPPY!! :D:D Addy, Morgannie, Zoe & Vis!! you will never believe this! but i'm going to shake you and tell you that it's so so so true!
but the thing is that.. girlfriends are asleep, not so nice to wake them up just to hear me scream huh lol so i decided to scream here!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
6:13 PM ♥
zinger burger
A and another A said: YES! CELES GO GO!!
and M seems to say: hmm.. do whatever you think it's right, but i wouldn't give you a definite yes
oh well, what now? yes or no? and it concerns KH..
5:57 PM ♥
hey can i get your no?
am i suppose to kick-start again?
limit: Wednesday
i know so well that if i don't, nothing will ever happen. and everything will end there, that very night, one and a half weeks ago. i don't want. really.
i got this 'lil screen-mate sheep from Hafiz, and it's super (:(:
clinging onto a window
peeing
C
7:49 AM ♥
Friday, July 11, 2008 take me away
i realised that i don't have time for myself. i'm so so so busy these few days. and it aggravated my illness - now, mr migraine is knocking on my head. no-no
craves:
take an afternoon out
to the botanics garden lying on a red & white-checkered mat wearing shades under a huge shady rain tree with my laptop &
a green tea frap
sing along to my iTunes
(;
5:02 PM ♥
Thursday, July 10, 2008 i tried to love
it's not cool mom. it's not cool accusing me and seeing me cry like an idiot in front of you. what's going on? i don't like it. i just got over one matter and here comes another. even dad lost his cool. what am i suppose to do to please you? i'm so drained today, and all i got when i reached home was sh*t. i'm tired. very tired. i realised that i can't take it anymore. don't feel like schooling tmr. i want to run away to somewhere where it's problem-free. i want to take a break from everything.
1:44 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 bash the tomato
today:
school from 8am to 3pm
tennis training from 3.30pm to 5pm
BS from 7.30pm
oh man.. i'm going to be super drained, totally.
4:08 PM ♥
secret
PM was awesomeee! i'm super charged up now (:
2:22 PM ♥
location: subway
woopee! went to Cold Rock @ Holland V to celebrate Hafiz-fiz birthday (:
and i didn't know that that the guys are so talkative-tive...
noisy-sy!
9:19 AM ♥
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 geek in pink
my cough is irritating me. i hope it doesn't restrict me from falling asleep. if it does... i'll still try to fall asleep. lol
celebrating Hafiz birthday @ Holland V. later! woopee! (:
4:50 PM ♥
round of applause
all i want to do now is to give A & M a BIG BIG hug, because i really miss them (:
3:04 PM ♥
crazy mary
i told my dearest Jesus how terrible i felt. and i'm feeling so much better now (:
2:14 AM ♥
Monday, July 07, 2008 cold cold place hide
i hope a good night's sleep will bring all away. God you heard me, yes? make this sleep the best one, EVER.
goodnight, Daddy & C
4:50 PM ♥
gone going
happy-happy Celes again? let's wait and see. but i hope it wouldn't be too long, because i'm suffering badly here.
4:42 PM ♥
say fight fight
the blue note, the papers with prints, the bag of goodies
yes, i try my best not to think. but i realise i can't. what's with me today. i've never felt so horrible before.
i want my yinghui and keiboon back with me. i really miss the both of you badly. even if i get to see you once a week during service. IT'S NOT ENOUGH!!
back then:
talk for hours with a cup of green tea
silly quarrels
study together
watch movies with cup noodles
sing
the little notes that were slipped into our bags
always reserving you a seat in the canteen
share textbooks, pens and calculators
as much as you want me in both your lives, i want you two to be part of me too (;
xoxo
C
7:00 PM ♥
the only one who blows your mind
awesome deliverance service today! and i must say that the praise and worship was so vibrant today. haven't have such rockin' p&w for a long time. it was so marvelous that my sore throat came back lol
oh well, this year's ministry session was a little chaotic-er than last year. and i heard something freakily-cool from xiaorongtian [this security guy from my zone]. he said that he was pinning this primary 4 boy down and he felt that the guy would float anytime if he were to remove his hands. Daryl went: 'omg omg.. Celes did you hear that!?!?' lol yes Daryl, i heard. but come on! how cool is that!
my shoulders are aching like mad. it's as if i've carried a thousand tons of rice and walked up Mt. Fuji, ran through the Great Wall of China and crawled home after traveling around the globe or maybe the whole universe.
heavy bag for two days & chair arranging.. i just thank God that i can still lift my hands and type lol
4:00 PM ♥
i just want..
Issac's friendster profile photo makes me thirsty: Green Tea Frap (;
3:50 PM ♥
forcing for?
oh my goodness goodness! my sore throat has evolved into cough and cold. NO!!!!!!! i don't want to sound like a deep-voiced sexy man! >:/
3:40 PM ♥
let your heart play
not another day with my Motorola not moving. what about tomorrow, who knows?
3:15 PM ♥
all summer long
cheer up, Celes. the Earth is going to continue spinning even if you're sulking up in a corner. spend your time being happy alright? Celes: YES!! promise? Celes: PROMISE!!
Rainft will say to Celes: MARRY YOUR CHEESE TODAY!! and all the cows go.. mooooo.. :D:D
3:08 PM ♥
you complain
DILEMMA: i know i want A more than B BUT i don't know how to leave B. you understand?
1:47 PM ♥
Thursday, July 03, 2008 good? you must be kidding
accompanied with: a cup of Starbucks Green Tea Frappucino and iPod perfect combination - craves at the moment
4:35 PM ♥
cry so hard from pleading
oh well well, i'm gloomy at the moment. i don't like this feeling. i hope it goes away after a night's sleep. but seriously, i doubt it will. i should learn to be numb to this feeling so that it will take no effect on me, no more.
goodnight, folks.
4:21 PM ♥
C-series
MM says: omg Celes! i saw this super good-looking guy in Business school the other day!! see, you influence me!!
Celes says: eh eh.. it's not with me okay! but that was nice of you to share it with me huh HAHA anyhow, that was totally random.
3:07 PM ♥
honey lemon flavoured
left with eight strepsils. and i think i'm starting to get addicted to them.
dosage: once in two to three hours.
2:22 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 hot and on
terrible headaches & sore throats. that's enough to kill. i hope their buddy - fever, will not tag along. if you do.. i'll treat you with something heavenly: antibiotics (:
2:41 PM ♥
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 hang up in the sky
it's the first of July, which means i'm one day closer to my six weeks vacation in September! feeling so holiday-y. oh, bring my my holis to me!
3:26 PM ♥
music: if it's loving that you want
sore throat; swelling. irritating feeling. it's as if something is stuck there, at the back of your mouth. sing sing sing, and you need gallons or maybe barrels of replenishing.
to sore throat: BE GONE IN JESUS NAME!!
1:52 PM ♥
She's that girl
CELESTINE She
9th October
Christian City Harvest Church, N412
DBA @ SP
Adrina & Morgan ♥
celestineleow@live.com
COVETS Jesus(: Apple iPod U2 Special Edition Black
Bag (for school)
Bible (Amplified & Message version) Blazer
Disderi Camera (3 lens)
DSLR
Furniture shopping @ IKEA
Full-length Mirror Heels Holga K-200N
House, with balcony (MUST)
Keyboard lessons MacBook Nokia E63 (Red) Organiser/Scheduler
Pop Camera
Revamp my room
SHOPPING!! Teeth Bracing (mid of 2008) Tetris game console (<$5) TOPS TOPS & MORE TOPS!! Vaio VGP-CKC2 (gold/red)($99) Watch
World tour
omg! i've never felt so good about myself before. i didn't know that i can advertise so well huh. if i were the consumer and i read that advertisement, i'm quite certain that i'll buy that product. hahah and my dearest team members better love my advertising report because i put my heart & soul into it. Celes, you rock! :D:D
maybe i'll choose marketing in my second year (woo!)
4:46 PM ♥
here it goes again
thanks zoe, thanks for waking me (:
2:21 PM ♥
big old house
a penny for your thoughts. it might cost more than a penny, probably two pounds?
break toothpick and put one in between your right eyelids & subsequently the left one. ta-dah! you're forced to stay awake! and now back to your books; shoo shoo!
5:30 PM ♥
welcome, this way pls
take a break from the world; join me for a cup of tea & some muffins (;
urgent: visit jaren, Heatwave @ Monsoon. i want a trim (:
3:06 PM ♥
perplexed red petal
i don't even cast a shadow at the horizon. i'm not near the ferry; drifted. no good, it's absolutely bad. lost, lost, lost.. pedal or float? folks, what now?
zoe, i ain't happy a bit :/
2:30 PM ♥
bounce baby out the door
praise God!! my tuition job is canceled! cause that boy can't squeeze tuition into his schedule. which means i've got more time for myself (:
more time, more rest, more fun, more love, more Celes!
9:40 AM ♥
rockin' you!
your mouth is the activator of faith (:
confess, confess, confess..
9:18 AM ♥
Sunday, July 27, 2008 in my daydream
complain of the day!
we took long john's combos into the cinema and i stuff my bag with four cups of milo. and when i sat down.. and felt the vibration of my phone, i put my hand into my bag and realised that there was quite some liquid inside, too much for the condensation of water vapour. then it strucked me that it could have been milo! as much as i hope it wasn't true, it was. so my phone, purse, coin pouch, BS book, usher tag, iPod, bangles and wet tissue smelled so milo-y when i took it out. i spent 15mins cleaning up. but it still felt sticky. and my skirt and legs were stained. :/
oh well, actually i'm fine with all the leakage but not the stickyness. so in conclusion, i just want to complain about the sticky-sticky-eeeyer-eeeyer feeling. thank God, i'm not going out but home after the movie. haha
5:04 PM ♥
soaking wet
rushed down to TM after service to catch the movie - Red Cliff. oh well, if you were to ask me whether it was good. i'll say it was and it still is!! it's super cool how they planned their attacks. (:
and it's rather amazing how these people can actually come up with all the mega structures back then, when it was so primitive. like the Great Wall of China, the palaces and those battle ships (with all those dragons & lions carvings)
4:42 PM ♥
you're so hot!
WEIFANG, YOU ARE SO WELCOME! WE DID ALL THESE THINGS FOR YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE.. WE LOVE YOU!! :D:D
4:36 PM ♥
Saturday, July 26, 2008 i'll tell you ilu
attended morning lesson for 2 hours of Econs and train-ed down to Orchard to meet Merilyn (: and we headed to True Spa - did a steam bath and had a good massage from the OSIM chair. it's awesomeee! we walked around Far East, and all the way to Heeren to get ****a**'s present.
did something special for a special someone just now, and i feel so pleased and proud of ourselves (there were about six of us) OH MAN! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO RECEIVE IT!! I KNOW THAT ****a** WILL BE SO SO SO SO OVER THE MOON!! :D:D
in less than 24 hours, i'm going to see your happy face (;
a New Delhi guy approached me today by 'i think you've got interesting toe nail colour (hot pink), we don't see it in India'. and i went.. 'oh really, thanks'. i thought it would just stop there, but NO!! it didn't! he started talking to me when i was alone waiting for a bus at my house area, all the way till i board the train and he continued on the train. omg omg, how i wish Andy or Madeline (classmates) would just board the train and bring me away.
he talked super no-link things. one of them was that he said 'it's easy for you to enter legislation, you know?' (oh well, not really interested) and another one was that his opinion on S'pore's education system is stupid. because we had to go through 3 years of Poly, getting a useless diploma. while people in India go straight to University after high school to get a degree. and one more thing, he just randomly told me that he put on 7kg after being in S'pore for 10months (TELL ME FOR WHAT! IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS!!)
talk and talk and talk and talk... how i wish i could tape his mouth or press a button so that he could stop. lol anyhow, he alighted before Dover, so i was happy! hahah if i were to see him tmr, i'll just pass off as Christabel and say 'do i know you?' LOL oh well, i don't hope to see him tmr, or maybe never ever again. hahaha
2:51 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 walking with your heels
Daddy says: try out the tutoring job, you can earn some pocket-money as well as take in some experience. if you think that twice a week is too much, there's something called - adjustment. maybe change it to a Sunday morning? or once a week but more hours in a session? no harm trying out. (: (: (and he really smiled lol)
BUT! dislike: high emotional fluctuation ever since you came along..
oh well, the pros and cons? they definitely appear along the way. live with it, or leave it.
3:21 PM ♥
break a name
I LOVE CELESTINE!!
:words of affirmation, feeling rather lost at the moment
3:01 PM ♥
volley wolley balance nicely
C's schedule:
Monday: 11am to 4pm - school 6pm to 7.30pm - tutoring
Tuesday: 11am to 3pm - school 4.30pm to 6.30pm - mentoring session
Wednesday: 8am to 3pm - school 6pm to 7pm - prayer meeting @ Suntec T3 7.30pm to 9pm - BS @ Riverwalk
Thursday: 8am to 4pm - school 7pm to 9.30pm - CG meeting
Friday: 8am to 5pm - school 8pm to 9.30pm - tutoring
Saturday: (whole day: church) 3pm to 4pm -BS @ Expo foyer 3 5.30pm to 7.30pm - service
omg! i wonder how am i suppose to pull through the next six months. i need energy drink every day, and more beauty sleep! pray for me if you can alrighty (:
1:53 PM ♥
lights of scandal
omg, i just picked up a tutor job - tutoring a Sec 2 NT, maths & science. a little reluctant but the agent who approached me seems rather persistent. oh well, i just hope that i am able to cope well :/
when you see me, do say:
'Celes, i give you some energy!!'
1:16 PM ♥
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 headlight disco
i want to break every clock the hands of time could never move again we could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives is it over now hey, hey is it over now? i want to be your last first kiss that you'll ever have..
music: inevitable by Anberlin
3:55 PM ♥
shake you you youuuu
in case you didn't know, it's 21st, not 12th. please be a little more mindful, or maybe.. TRUCK LOADS MORE MINDFUL!!
3:37 PM ♥
Monday, July 21, 2008 don't stop, come a 'lil closer
hmm.. probably something else other than minib*ts? she's not just anyone of us, she's someone who deserves more respect.
punctuality: meeting Hougang Mall @ 7pm tomorrow
2:00 PM ♥
cough cough cough it out!
Shan W.: you turn blue upon chocking. what happens if you chock on a smurf?
that's cute lol
10:49 AM ♥
maybe i'm crazy
where are my girls? i want to text them. but idk how to put it. i've never felt so.. i don't know what to do since donkey years ago. what now? i feel rather cramp up on the inside. i just want to talk to someone. sis sis sis, you're gone too, where are you?
or maybe the best antidote is still: my dearest ferry (oh zoe, i want that ferry nowww!)
i'd love to know what's constantly on your mind. at this moment, tell me, right now!
9:13 AM ♥
dance with me
7th post for the day: this is how distracted C is right now. currently studying Price Elasticity of Demand and Supply.
and so the egg production is an example of a perfectly elastic demand industry & blah blah..
8:20 AM ♥
hammer and screw
extraction of teeth: 3th Sep braces put-on: 17th Sep
i can't wait: a full mouth of metal with red bands (:
8:13 AM ♥
high up the ground
craving for a pack/can of milo. i need some energy to spur me on in studying Econs. it's getting no where cause i've got my raepo, music to sing along and my favourite book of word search, in front of me.
when was the last time you were left to swing alone, just because everyone thinks that can do it? but little did they know that, for that instance, you have lost the ability to.
5:58 PM ♥
in this crowd
i ain't happy seeing that nothing is progressing. idk what to say. i just truly hope that something would happen right now! (as i'm typing!) sometimes, it really makes me wonder what has we come to be. is it this or that? i'd love to put things into terms that are more read-able. but not now, they aren't suppose to be revealed yet.
so what if i go nearer? your reaction: withdraw, yes?
5:31 PM ♥
a leap of faith
my dearest Merilyn:
no matter what happens, you must know that.. 1. i love you 2. i love you 3. i love you 4. you're so dear to me make sure you call me before you shed any tear because you're so valuable to God and me. E may stuff you with 'wth' remarks, BUT you will always be a sweetheart to me! smile, Merilyn smile! it's always a rainbow out there (:
xoxo C
5:09 PM ♥
Saturday, July 19, 2008 stop, look, walk
location: on my bed
the bed, bolster and pillow seems to be calling my name.
g'night folks (;
6:10 PM ♥
bathroom singer
as much as i want to revise. i can't seem to be able to keep my eyes open. i was reading "the output that is produced......" then suddenly a blank black screen appear. hahah i need something to perk me up.
how about the foot candy; the one that has a feet-shaped lolly with sparkling powder. and it goes 'tiak tiak tiak' in your mouth? yes, i would be ultimately delighted if it appears at my doorstep now! (; [i must be dreaming. at this moment? people are busy trying to get some rest, Celes]
anyhow, no harm wishing yes? woo woo woo!
and WenKai will say Esther Esther Esther lol
5:03 PM ♥
come back to Texas
i haven't been talking to Hwee much eh.. at least i don't remember the last time was anytime recent. miss you, sis!
and just when i'm typing, you came online! (:
4:15 PM ♥
'oh, there it is!'
Celes's new hobby: word search
pass me a drink and a book of endless word search &
that can keep me in a corner for hours (:
4:05 PM ♥
say it again
returned home from studying with Calvin & Addy @ Mac. oh well, didn't really study much. but i'm going to start right now - at home! i hope i wouldn't get distracted by the things around me. so everything stop moving! so that i wouldn't lose focus on my revision!
last paper: Econs on Monday
3:53 PM ♥
Friday, July 18, 2008 vines creep
i'm so tired. my brain has shut down, no more information please. i need some rest.
g'night, folks.
study statistics later, shd be fine huh (:
4:18 PM ♥
train on the track
cellgroup meeting was good (: it's been two weeks since i've been to cgm. and we grew, by seven! woo :D
thanks Mar for the prayer, loves!
1:44 PM ♥
a rafter of turkeys
oh man.. i still yet to know your name. saw you at the canteen with your buddy-buddys and we took the same train (: smile when you see me the next time, and i might screammmm hahaha.
feeling a 'lil bad now
7:13 AM ♥
sweet escape
location: home; which means i get to snuggle up my bed and have a nice nap before cgm later (: so awesomeeee!
things to do:
econs tutorial
econs mock paper
study statistics, tmr CA [:/]
7:08 AM ♥
Thursday, July 17, 2008 whatsup
i want to change my mentoring session! no wednesdays! it's super hectic for leow-leow >:/ i'm so drained. i kept dozing off in BS just now, tired tired tired!
and i've got another CA at 8am later. it's letter writing, like the section 1 of O levels English paper 1. hahah. rather lazy to study and memorise the format, Celes score-score okay (:
3:51 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 keep me from falling
this indian fella just called into 98.7FM and spoke a whole chunk of tamil.
music: Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis
4:28 PM ♥
lean on me now
BBQ-ed @ Shauny-wawa's place; awesome (: and Addy was saying to come over my house for BBQ soon too. hahah. sure, no prob. after my CAs alrighty! i'll party-party all night long.
tomorrow:
school from 8am - 3pm
[MOB problem-based learning CA]
mentoring @ ZhangDe Pri - 3.30pm to 5.30pm
prayer meeting @ Suntec office - 6pm to 7pm
BS @ Riverwalk - 7.30pm to 9pm
oh man... long long long long day tmr. i need some strength, God!
4:01 PM ♥
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 absolutely story of a girl
>:/ i just realised that i've got a CA activity thing on Wed morning, and i need to reach school @ 8am SHARP! which means that i can't get to sleep a 'lil longer after the BBQ, and i can't stay out too late. this is horrid-ly horrible!
going to iz's place for BBQ tmr night! how awesome (: and and and i get to see morganie! it's been like.. 2 weeks since i saw her shadow. sayangggg.. here i comeeee!
2:01 PM ♥
Monday, July 14, 2008 hate to see you go
yes, adrina-na. let's [M.A.C] go out some time soon okay. it's not fair, cause you two get to see each other in school almost every second. but i don't!! let's make it this week! shall we? how about friday? probably around tampines, i'm fine (:
4:56 PM ♥
lick a lolly
oh man! how can i ever forget to say this.
THANKS TO THAT PERSON WHO PASS THE PRESENT TO A LITTLE BOY WHO THEN PASSED IT TO HWEE THEN TO ME!
went studying with Addy @ Compass Point's Delifrance (: i miss studying together, yes sayang?
oh and the onion soup there is.. awesommeee, it's a must try yo!
1:54 PM ♥
@ St. Gabs
Bryan's NCC POP (:
i realised that Sam is pouting in every photo
9:31 AM ♥
Sunday, July 13, 2008 can't pull me
all i want to do now is to.. CALL SOMEONE AND SCREAM!! I'M SO OMG-LY HAPPY!! :D:D Addy, Morgannie, Zoe & Vis!! you will never believe this! but i'm going to shake you and tell you that it's so so so true!
but the thing is that.. girlfriends are asleep, not so nice to wake them up just to hear me scream huh lol so i decided to scream here!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
6:13 PM ♥
zinger burger
A and another A said: YES! CELES GO GO!!
and M seems to say: hmm.. do whatever you think it's right, but i wouldn't give you a definite yes
oh well, what now? yes or no? and it concerns KH..
5:57 PM ♥
hey can i get your no?
am i suppose to kick-start again?
limit: Wednesday
i know so well that if i don't, nothing will ever happen. and everything will end there, that very night, one and a half weeks ago. i don't want. really.
i got this 'lil screen-mate sheep from Hafiz, and it's super (:(:
clinging onto a window
peeing
C
7:49 AM ♥
Friday, July 11, 2008 take me away
i realised that i don't have time for myself. i'm so so so busy these few days. and it aggravated my illness - now, mr migraine is knocking on my head. no-no
craves:
take an afternoon out
to the botanics garden lying on a red & white-checkered mat wearing shades under a huge shady rain tree with my laptop &
a green tea frap
sing along to my iTunes
(;
5:02 PM ♥
Thursday, July 10, 2008 i tried to love
it's not cool mom. it's not cool accusing me and seeing me cry like an idiot in front of you. what's going on? i don't like it. i just got over one matter and here comes another. even dad lost his cool. what am i suppose to do to please you? i'm so drained today, and all i got when i reached home was sh*t. i'm tired. very tired. i realised that i can't take it anymore. don't feel like schooling tmr. i want to run away to somewhere where it's problem-free. i want to take a break from everything.
1:44 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 09, 2008 bash the tomato
today:
school from 8am to 3pm
tennis training from 3.30pm to 5pm
BS from 7.30pm
oh man.. i'm going to be super drained, totally.
4:08 PM ♥
secret
PM was awesomeee! i'm super charged up now (:
2:22 PM ♥
location: subway
woopee! went to Cold Rock @ Holland V to celebrate Hafiz-fiz birthday (:
and i didn't know that that the guys are so talkative-tive...
noisy-sy!
9:19 AM ♥
Tuesday, July 08, 2008 geek in pink
my cough is irritating me. i hope it doesn't restrict me from falling asleep. if it does... i'll still try to fall asleep. lol
celebrating Hafiz birthday @ Holland V. later! woopee! (:
4:50 PM ♥
round of applause
all i want to do now is to give A & M a BIG BIG hug, because i really miss them (:
3:04 PM ♥
crazy mary
i told my dearest Jesus how terrible i felt. and i'm feeling so much better now (:
2:14 AM ♥
Monday, July 07, 2008 cold cold place hide
i hope a good night's sleep will bring all away. God you heard me, yes? make this sleep the best one, EVER.
goodnight, Daddy & C
4:50 PM ♥
gone going
happy-happy Celes again? let's wait and see. but i hope it wouldn't be too long, because i'm suffering badly here.
4:42 PM ♥
say fight fight
the blue note, the papers with prints, the bag of goodies
yes, i try my best not to think. but i realise i can't. what's with me today. i've never felt so horrible before.
i want my yinghui and keiboon back with me. i really miss the both of you badly. even if i get to see you once a week during service. IT'S NOT ENOUGH!!
back then:
talk for hours with a cup of green tea
silly quarrels
study together
watch movies with cup noodles
sing
the little notes that were slipped into our bags
always reserving you a seat in the canteen
share textbooks, pens and calculators
as much as you want me in both your lives, i want you two to be part of me too (;
xoxo
C
7:00 PM ♥
the only one who blows your mind
awesome deliverance service today! and i must say that the praise and worship was so vibrant today. haven't have such rockin' p&w for a long time. it was so marvelous that my sore throat came back lol
oh well, this year's ministry session was a little chaotic-er than last year. and i heard something freakily-cool from xiaorongtian [this security guy from my zone]. he said that he was pinning this primary 4 boy down and he felt that the guy would float anytime if he were to remove his hands. Daryl went: 'omg omg.. Celes did you hear that!?!?' lol yes Daryl, i heard. but come on! how cool is that!
my shoulders are aching like mad. it's as if i've carried a thousand tons of rice and walked up Mt. Fuji, ran through the Great Wall of China and crawled home after traveling around the globe or maybe the whole universe.
heavy bag for two days & chair arranging.. i just thank God that i can still lift my hands and type lol
4:00 PM ♥
i just want..
Issac's friendster profile photo makes me thirsty: Green Tea Frap (;
3:50 PM ♥
forcing for?
oh my goodness goodness! my sore throat has evolved into cough and cold. NO!!!!!!! i don't want to sound like a deep-voiced sexy man! >:/
3:40 PM ♥
let your heart play
not another day with my Motorola not moving. what about tomorrow, who knows?
3:15 PM ♥
all summer long
cheer up, Celes. the Earth is going to continue spinning even if you're sulking up in a corner. spend your time being happy alright? Celes: YES!! promise? Celes: PROMISE!!
Rainft will say to Celes: MARRY YOUR CHEESE TODAY!! and all the cows go.. mooooo.. :D:D
3:08 PM ♥
you complain
DILEMMA: i know i want A more than B BUT i don't know how to leave B. you understand?
1:47 PM ♥
Thursday, July 03, 2008 good? you must be kidding
accompanied with: a cup of Starbucks Green Tea Frappucino and iPod perfect combination - craves at the moment
4:35 PM ♥
cry so hard from pleading
oh well well, i'm gloomy at the moment. i don't like this feeling. i hope it goes away after a night's sleep. but seriously, i doubt it will. i should learn to be numb to this feeling so that it will take no effect on me, no more.
goodnight, folks.
4:21 PM ♥
C-series
MM says: omg Celes! i saw this super good-looking guy in Business school the other day!! see, you influence me!!
Celes says: eh eh.. it's not with me okay! but that was nice of you to share it with me huh HAHA anyhow, that was totally random.
3:07 PM ♥
honey lemon flavoured
left with eight strepsils. and i think i'm starting to get addicted to them.
dosage: once in two to three hours.
2:22 PM ♥
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 hot and on
terrible headaches & sore throats. that's enough to kill. i hope their buddy - fever, will not tag along. if you do.. i'll treat you with something heavenly: antibiotics (:
2:41 PM ♥
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 hang up in the sky
it's the first of July, which means i'm one day closer to my six weeks vacation in September! feeling so holiday-y. oh, bring my my holis to me!
3:26 PM ♥
music: if it's loving that you want
sore throat; swelling. irritating feeling. it's as if something is stuck there, at the back of your mouth. sing sing sing, and you need gallons or maybe barrels of replenishing.
a penny for your thoughts. it might cost more than a penny, probably two pounds?
take a break from the world; join me for a cup of tea & some muffins (;
C: sorry Mer.. lol
loves!
AR is holding a 'shapes & colours' book
Bryan, Sam, Mer, Celes (:
rockin' red!!
when was the last time you were left to swing alone, just because everyone thinks that can do it? but little did they know that, for that instance, you have lost the ability to.
my Motorola screensaver (:
and we were at Mac with two milo
that was suppose to be an airplane, imaginationnnn...
Celes's thick brows!
BE FREAKED!!
oh, a new friend! (:
oh my oh my, lovely kisses (:
clinging onto a window
peeing
Issac's friendster profile photo makes me thirsty:
accompanied with: a cup of Starbucks Green Tea Frappucino and iPod
