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Celestine
she.
seventeen.
I think that unicorns and jelly beans are lovely. & that keeping creepy crawlies as a pet is not cool.
I like smiles too (:
    Tuesday, August 12, 2008
    xoxo
    why aren't things turning for the better? everything is going down down down, way down. it's no good. i don't like what i'm going through.

    to M: i not only love you for the past but for now as well. what makes you think that i'm not progressing with you? i want to talk to you so badly, spend time with you like we used to. but school work seems to overwhelm me. and now, you hardly attend church, and this is the only time when i'd get to see you. right now, i think we meet only 3 times per month (at max). i really miss you. but i just don't understand why every time we meet, situations turn nasty. is there any structure/format that i can follow to keep things in place? if there is, i'm going to hand-write it and bind it into another bible for my life. i want you darling. the people out there may not want you. come back to me, yes? and you may not need me, but i do.
    3:20 PM ♥